lately i can't say i'm sure about anything. if you asked me where i stand on anything, i'd most likely stutter. it's getting tougher. the black and whites are becoming more and more gray. like who the f am i? who are my friends? where is "god"?
tonight i watched 2 discs of entourage with my mom. she loved it. she wants to watch the entire series. maybe i can talk her into getting HBO again.
ryan asked me to move out with him yesterday. seriously. i'm that boy's first choice. damn. how did i win over that stud? that boy is my entire world. just look at the kid, he is gorgeous. the best looking boy i've ever had the privilege of making out with. head and shoulders above any dude i've ever come into contact with. Good luck finding a guy that talks about what song we'll dance to at our wedding, kids names and at the same time is content with driving me around and eating obscene amounts of b&js ice cream. when i was in the 7th grade i made this corny list of ideal boyfriend characteristics and the kid is spot on all the ones that still matter (sorry me 8 years ago, you never found a dude with a lip ring...).
oh anyway, i can't move out or ma and pops would shit a brick AND i don't have the dough to pay for school if i move out (and it would be an hr drive to school!). Nice thought though, living with that bearded dreamboat. Our house would be so amazing too. We have the best taste.
I don't want to go back to school next week. I still have 3.5 years to go! Yuck. Why didn't I pick a major where a bachelors was good enough?!
oh yeah and i'm going to FLA the first week of June and I better have my mac by then. I still have 2 grand after tuition. I'm pretty much when it comes to saving money. Until now, since i have some breathing room, I'm shopping like it's my job. Oh well.
if akon & sean kingston went on a world tour, i'd pay to see it. does that make me a shitty person? Anyway, I want to take another trip to my sister's bar on karaoke night.
oh and my old best friend text me tonight, it was weird...
tonight i watched 2 discs of entourage with my mom. she loved it. she wants to watch the entire series. maybe i can talk her into getting HBO again.
ryan asked me to move out with him yesterday. seriously. i'm that boy's first choice. damn. how did i win over that stud? that boy is my entire world. just look at the kid, he is gorgeous. the best looking boy i've ever had the privilege of making out with. head and shoulders above any dude i've ever come into contact with. Good luck finding a guy that talks about what song we'll dance to at our wedding, kids names and at the same time is content with driving me around and eating obscene amounts of b&js ice cream. when i was in the 7th grade i made this corny list of ideal boyfriend characteristics and the kid is spot on all the ones that still matter (sorry me 8 years ago, you never found a dude with a lip ring...).
oh anyway, i can't move out or ma and pops would shit a brick AND i don't have the dough to pay for school if i move out (and it would be an hr drive to school!). Nice thought though, living with that bearded dreamboat. Our house would be so amazing too. We have the best taste.
I don't want to go back to school next week. I still have 3.5 years to go! Yuck. Why didn't I pick a major where a bachelors was good enough?!
oh yeah and i'm going to FLA the first week of June and I better have my mac by then. I still have 2 grand after tuition. I'm pretty much when it comes to saving money. Until now, since i have some breathing room, I'm shopping like it's my job. Oh well.
if akon & sean kingston went on a world tour, i'd pay to see it. does that make me a shitty person? Anyway, I want to take another trip to my sister's bar on karaoke night.
oh and my old best friend text me tonight, it was weird...
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akon is coming here and tickets are $100
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