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So last year I politely asked 2008 to be an amazing year and to my surprise it has been. Last year was by far one of the worst years of my life, however this year has been the complete opposite. This past year, I have my whole schooling figured out, my grandma was diagnosed cancer free, my sibs are getting it together, i see my friends pretty often and have met some amazing new folks, i went on like 4 vacations, i rule at my job and the boss i thought hated me said that I'm his best employee, I fall deeper in love with Ryan everyday! How amazing is that?! OH yeah and I am final okay with who I am.

I thought for sure after everything that went down last year, how lost i was, how much self loathing i had, that I had no choice but to be jaded. Instead it's like a breath of fresh air,  I love being okay with everyone in my inner circle and outer for that matter. I feel like for the first time in a long time I am my own person. I seriously feel comfortable in my own skin. I don't feel like a carbon copy like I use to. Life is good. I've got my head on straight and the future is so bright.