I don't just want to be a footnote in someone else's happiness

it's a sad day when you realize that you're not a doormat,

but you are THE doormat.

altruism is never worth it.

no one respects or reciprocates it.

it's depressing to see it live out in real life,

why does selfishness live on 

and altruism die?

... besides the obvious evolutionary explanation,

it that the day you find out that NO ONE will ever go out of their way to do ANYTHING for you

is that day that you give up on humanity,

and the world no longer matters.

what's the point in caring about others... what's the point in using your resources for something other than myself?

before you see it,

maybe i'm not cynical, maybe i'm realistic.

the idea of a just world is null and void.