so i'm updating because i'm waiting for casey and ryan to pick me up for corey's birthday dinner. i got all dressed up because i'm sick of looking like white trash like i do at work and basically every other minute of my life.
break has been sort of lame. i've worked a ton. hung out with ryan some. babysat yesterday and last night. i've also been hanging out with Mike after work here and there. It's so awesome to have someone to call up and hang out with. We have almost the same work schedule, but of course dude is moving away here soon. story of my life really, make a friend, they leave you behind. not bitter at all i swear.
i've been seriously debating some of my life choices as of right now, like the fact that I want to study photography now, instead of psychology... like how i want to live with my boyfriend... like how i want a brand new job... like how i might not care about "straight edge" anymore. I guess I'm growing up. It feels awesome really. Not that I don't have great memories, it just feels good to be almost adult-like. I'm over the piss and moan thing, the talking crap thing, the grudge thing, now I'm all about saving dough (for a macbook) hanging out with anyone i feel like and getting knocked off my high horse. whatever, people in this world drink, smoke, shoot up, ect. i can still love them, right? This isn't some sort of "turning your back" thing, this is maturity. It feels good.
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